Thursday, September 08, 2005

Afraid of Falling in Love

I think I'm afraid to fall in love
Ironically, I'm a hopeless romantic
I just don't think I can stand the pain
Of losing trust and feeling pathetic.

I'll admit that I've never been in love
Though happy crushes come my way
But somehow I just can't find
The right person I'd like to stay.

I guess I've lived most of my life
Searching for "the one"
But then again my heart hesitates
Before anything's been said and done.

I'm afraid of living in a fairytale
Where everything's perfect as it seems
I fear one day I'll wake up and realize
That it was nothing but a dream.

Someday, I pray, my prince will come
And chase away that fear inside me
Someone, I pray, will I give my heart
For he shall set me free.

He'll set me free from any doubts
Of falling in love for the first time
He'll make me feel so safe and loved
It wouldn't matter if words run out of rhyme.

At this moment my heart's unfree
Beating to the tune of my soul
Hoping and praying someone out there
Would finally make me whole.

(note: I made that poem up this morning whilst hanging out in the caf, waiting for people to arrive. The things you think about when you're all alone...*sigh*)

Seriously, that's how I feel about love at the moment. It's really difficult to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you back. Right now, I can't help but wonder if I'm falling in love or not--falling in love seems to be such a scary thing. I am sooo confused at this very moment. I don't know what I'm feeling right now (maybe it's all because of those senti songs on the radio).
Someone help me.

P.S. I recently found out that not only do I have ONE stalker guy, I now have TWO. Leave me alone will ya? I'm just not interested in you guys. Heck, I don't even know you guys, so please..stop...bugging..me...thank...you...

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Today was HOT.
I am HOT.
You are HOT.
We're all HOT (and sticky and thirsty and protected with Off! heeheehee).

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Short Notices:
1. Happy birthday ES classmate Ma-Anne! (even though I know you don't read my blog haha)
2. Alabyu Jon Gancayco! YOU ROCK! You're our lifesaver. haha :P Our ES Project is saved! Hallelujah!


A novel was written on Thursday, September 08, 2005 at 08:12 pm


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