Friday, September 23, 2005

It's you...it's always been YOU
I can't hide it any longer--really, I can't.

I'm so confused at the moment.
I really don't know what to do.
All I know is that I think I'm slowly falling in love with you.
I don't know why. It just happened.
I didn't mean to fall in love.
I'm sorry.

Right now, I'm living in this lie
Trying to pretend that everything's normal..
That we're just good friends hanging out and having a blast
While deep inside my heart is crying out
Wishing that you knew exactly what was in my heart.

But you know what?
Lately, I've missed you.
Lately, I've realized
That my love for you has changed and grown deeper.
I'm falling hard--fast.

I love you for who you are.
I love you with every breath of air I take.
I love you for your imperfections.
I love you and that feeling for you will never ever change
Cos I care so much about you.
I truly, deeply care for you.

I'm scared of losing you.
When we're not together, I feel so empty.
It's like this huge part of me disappears
Whenever you're not around.
I feel so incomplete without you.
To be honest, days without you seem dark
With no one to bring the sun into my life.

I don't wanna jump into conclusions
Cos I know I'll only end up hurting myself
And hurting you in the process
So here I am waiting...
...waiting for you to make a move.
Hoping and praying
That you're the right one for me.

So here I am, laying my heart bare
Letting you know how I feel about you.
Hoping and praying
That you feel the same way too.

I wanna let you know that my feelings for you are real.
But somehow I am afraid...
Afraid that you won't love me
The same way that I love you.
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A novel was written on Friday, September 23, 2005 at 05:24 pm


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