Monday, December 05, 2005

When Everything's Made to Be Broken...
...I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.

That song has been stuck in my head eversince I saw the lyrics of that song from Nix's blog a few days ago. See the power of LSS? Poor me. haha XD Kidding...I LOVE that song. It makes me wanna swoon and faint and sing and listen to someone playing it on the guitar (any takers? haha). But seriously speaking, that song holds dear to my heart because I can actually relate to it (sans the fact of me being sentimental about it).

I wish that people would just stop, for once, to look beyond me and understand me for who I am--not for what I am. People would often tell me how they envy me and my supposed "perfect" life, and how they wished that they could be me instead. They think my life's so perfect--that I have everything I could ever need and want and all that stuff. But the thing is, people judge me based on WHAT I am, not WHO I am. I mean, how many people actually know the REAL me? You can most certainly count them with the fingers on your hand, that's for sure. Maybe it's because I don't really "click" with people immediately--it takes sometime before I can actually trust someone, and it's quite rare for me to trust people immediately.

Haha..okay, someone's getting a bit sentimental with this entry. :P

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Had our weekly cell group with Maika, Bobby, Jodwin, Nikki, and the rest after having some ice cream for snack. Yum! XD After cell, Marc and Drew came along and started having these "guy talks" (read: horny) with Bobby. I was kinda surpirsed when Marc whacked (yes, whacked) me on the head with his ES book. Hello?! Am I just simply seen as one of the guys, to the point that I get whacked at like some buddy-buddy guy? For Pete's sake, I am a girl.

When will anyone ever see me as someone more than "one of the guys"---a girl who has actual feelings and deserves to be treated like a girl and not "one of the guys"?

*sigh* Maybe if I started being all girly, they wouldn't treat me like a dude. Yech.

Life...

You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

Your Element is Earth
Your power color: yellow
Your energy: balancing
Your season: changing of seasons

Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems.

Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones.

Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.


A novel was written on Monday, December 05, 2005 at 05:52 pm


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