Tuesday, July 26, 2005

And the vertex of the parabola is driving me insane
Solving MATH problems via YM doesn't really work. Trust me on this.

I was SABAW-ed for the WHOLE day. Yes, apparently I'm supposed to thank a certain someone for my hyper mood today. Fine. I'll acknowledge you--if you insist. haha :D

THANK YOU TO JAIME NICCOLO DEL PRADO QUEJADA FOR MAKING ME UBER-SABAW TODAY (from morning to afternoon)TO THE POINT WHEREIN MY CHEEKS WERE HURTING FROM ALL THE LAUGHING.

Ayan. Inacknowledge na kita. haha :D

(oh, and how could I forget chocolate???? Yum...Guylian Belgian Chocolate....hmmmmm..........weeeee.............)

THANK YOU CHOCOLATE!

THANK YOU CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FOR MAKING MY DAY.

I'm too lazy to update this entry.

Basta. Sabaw session from around 8:30am to 1:30pm. Un lang. Haha. And that moment of high sabaw-ness was a relief from my moments of depression...My two "pathetic" friends ROCK. I lab yu guys! :P






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Monday, July 25, 2005

10,015 Hits and Counting!
Well whaddya know?! My blog has already 10,0015 visitors. Wheeee...haha Thanks you guys for visiting my blog and reading about my nonsense life.

After so much frustration, I'm FINALLY DONE with my ES lab reports. Thank goodness.

Thanks to Jeff for being the best ever and helping me out with the lab reports. I wouldn't know what to do without your help. You're the most cooperative group mate so far. Thanks. :D

Thanks to Nicco and Kev for your group's data and stuff. Thanks for helping me out with the lab reports even though di ko naman kayo kagroup. Thanks for easing my burden, thanks for the hugs and reassurances. You guys RAWK! (Nix: Happy na ako na tapos na haha :D)

Thanks to Cholo for the mini-discussions we've had and for empathizing with my pains as a group leader. Hopefully things will be better for both of us (and our groups). Sana mas maging cooperative group mates natin. * sigh *

It took me the whole weekend to do our group's lab report. It was frustrating at times, but somehow manageable. YM conferences didn't work for me (but it did keep me sabaw, un-frustrated and happy).  Here's an excerpt of a YM conference we had recently regarding the ES lab report (and we're not even group mates!):

[Excerpt from the Conference of the Three Stooges --joke lang]
(Editted out some weird MIS humor and tons of emoticons. This was probably what was left of the confe after passing through the "MTRCB" haha joke!)

Q: sabihin ko nalang sa iyo kung anong napag-usapan namin kanina...
N: sakin...
N: ok
Q: ahem
N: ...
Q: number three:
Q: para makita mo ung atmosphere kung walang greenhouse effect
N: number three: is before number four after number two  weeeee!
N: yesh
N: ....
Q: SABAW ka talaga forever JN
N: showeee..... sabaw is good
N: good is sabaw
C: un ung parang normal conditions perce?
Q: C: yeah
Q: un ung normal conditions
Q: kung wala ung greenhouse effect
Q: tas
Q: ahem
Q: number four
Q: (sabaw is GOOD)
Q: number four:
Q: theory namin ni K na ung C represents greenhouse effect kung gabi
N: weee
N: aaaaah
N: ung sa jar thingee pala yan
N: tapos na dapat yana h
Q: haha sorry ah
Q: medyo hindi po nagcocooperate majority ng groupmates ko--and we're only 5!
C: ah... gets
N: ahehe
N: kami rin eh 5
Q: tas ung D naman ung gabi na walang greenhouse effect
N: rar
N: rar
N: rar
Q: rar rar rar
Q: yours yours
N: rar rar rar rar
Q: yours
N: rar
Q: haha sorry ah C
N: asadasdasdasd
Q: adafjlkgagkjgfhahjkfdah
N: rrrrrrrr
C: eh ung 5?
Q: asdfghjkl
Q: ::D:DD:D::D:D:D:D::D
Q: ung 5 naman ung air sa jar parang umiinit sya
Q: i think...
N: rar
N: kukulitin ko kayo!!!!
N: raRARARararARarARaRARARaRARArARARaraRARAR!
Q: haha
Q: N, PM nalang...
Q: nakulitan na siguro si C
Q: hahaha

(Q leaves the conference, C leaves the conference. Lastly, N leaves the conference. Sabaw session continues via PM with N & Q and ES discussion via PM continues with C & Q )

Haha..I believe nothing much came out of that ES YM conference (if you would call that a conference--I editted out a LOT of stuff already,which goes to show that
wala naman talagang konek sa ES lab yung confe. haha :D),
but at least in some twisted way it made me smile and sabaw-ed. Haha :D Thanks. >:D<

I'm done with the Lab Reports! I LAB you guys! Haha Wheeee!!! Rejoice!!!!!



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Saturday, July 23, 2005

Finding Happiness
A wise friend once told me,

"if you believe on something
so much with whole devotion
and conviction
it will become true for you
so here
believe nothing is going wrong
find stupid things to laugh about
do stupid things if you can't find any
and when people laugh
laugh with them
then you'll find that it is easier to take life easy"


I'm sticking to your advice and putting it at heart.
Thanks. >:D< You know who you are.

Was in a sorta depressed mood yesterday. I bombed my math test. I wasn't also able to attend the Celadon GA so I kinda felt bad about it. To make matters worse, my ES groupmates dd not send me their reports so I was soo frustrated. I'm thinking of quitting my ES group. Actually, I kinda feel bad for one member of the group because he really helps me out, but the rest..ewan ko na ba.
*sigh* Kev, thanks for offering me to join your group, but no thanks. You're already 5 in the group and hassle talaga sa inyo yun if sasama ako. If things keep on going like this (groupmates failing to comply, submitting one-liner "reports" during the last minute, etc.) I AM SERIOUSLY QUITTING THE GROUP. Margie, I'm feeling the same feeling you have in your NatSci Lab group...

Who knew that a little YM chat with my two "diaries"-slash-psychiatrists (HS and College) and some doodling via YM could help relieve frustration and make me slightly SABAW-ed? haha Thanks guys!

We're gonna watch this Filipino play later on. Whoooppeeee...(and I was being sarcastic)


EMPATHY

Admittedly, I have this weird gift of empathy. I dunno..it's just that I can sense when someone feels pain deep inside but does not show it and in that same manner, I feel for that friend. In a weird way, I kinda feel that pain, too. I'm the type of person who'll cry with you when you cry, who'll laugh with you when you laugh..I dunno..malabo lang talaga akong tao.

Take for instance, last night. I had this weird dream about a certain friend who was going through a lot of probs. In my dream, this certain friend was really depressed and that certain friend was on the verge of tears. I felt so helpless--I wanted to help ease that certain friend's pain, I wanted that certain friend to be happy. I couldn't do anything but hug that certain friend tightly, hoping that somehow, I could ease that certain friend's pain. I've been having that dream a lot lately. It keeps on repeating. I dunno..my theory is that maybe that certain friend is trying to call out for help via ESP and Dreams? Ewan.

I'm a "feeling" person. I get too involved and empathize too much with the people I care about. No wonder I'm so depressed. I get depressed when one of my friends is depressed.


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Friday, July 22, 2005

Why Not?
I received a really weird SMS text message today. Here's what it said:

"Sometimes, love strikes the best of friends. Let us hope that tears do not then have to be shed for the friendship, because one friend accidentally fell in love with another."

Coincidentally, I kinda feel the same way. haha XD And no, it's not MAC, as MM would like to put it. :P

Bonded with Moco and Joy ahwile ago before my Math Class. Grabe, Moco is still crazy as ever. Si Joy naman is still the same old Joy. I really miss High School, especially with Cesca and the gang. I realized how much I missed ICA when I chatted shortly with Cesca and Angel on two separate occassions. But then again, life does go on, even if it means living separate lives from the people around you.

Moco, my life is still ironic and I'm still the fuzzy-minded, "malabo" A.L. you know and love. Medyo depress nga lang. (I think my HAPPINESS during HS has taken its toll kaya ako nadedepress nowadays. haha). Awww...touched ako na you thought of me when you took THAT pic. ahahaha =)) Alabyu! *mwah*

Oh, and yeah. Freecut kami sa Lit class today. Wheeeeee


*editted at 7:22pm*

Of Death and of Dying
Hung around with MM and Denis after INTACT and had weird discussions, particularly that of death and of dying. No one really knows when the end is near. MM inspired me to think about writing my "Will and Testament". hahaha :D And Denis, if ever you die, I'm gonna cry over you. Why in the world would you want us to smile and laugh?! Iyak ako noh...

Ehmers: sama ako sa goal mo. We SHOULD DEFINITELY witness every single MYIPS guy cry at least once sa buong stay natin sa AdMU. Does faking a cry count?XD



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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Rar.
Crap. Could this day get any worse?

It's been raining since the start of the morning.
I got into an argument with someone.
My pants got wet because of the rain.
I left my locker key at home so I can't read my Hulagpos book.
I left my locker key at home so I can't stuff my PE stuff inside my locker.
I have PE today and I'm beginning to dislike Taekwondo.
I got a cut in the sole of my foot >:P

Crap.

I need to find a reason to smile.

So far, I've been feeling a bit blue...*sigh*

Okay, so fine. My life isn't bad compared to others. But still... dot dot dot.



*editted in the evening*

What is the oldest building in the Ateneo? Anyone want to give a wild guess?
The answer is: Blue Eagle Gym
Go figure.

After a really weird and embarassing moment after ES (courtesy of those "lovely and charming" young fellows from Block S2--you guys are crazy but for me, crazy is GOOD :D), I went to my PE class. Urgh. Taekwondo. Kev, thanks so much for being a dear. I wouldn't know what to do without ya. Thanks for listening and caring...thanks a bunch! *hugz*

Damn. Filipino was FUN!! Though the guys were kinda crazy (Denis and his "hirits" RAWKED and Ian and Raymond's "fight" was amusing). MM, KatDiaz, KatCo, Re-An and I made up some weird bugtongs even! haha :D Who knew that today could turn out to be much better than expected?


Last but not least, congrats MM for making it into the Guidon! I knew you could do it! Kaw pa? *hugz*

Random thought for the day:
(I just copied and pasted this from one of my YM conversations with someone)

How do you manage to find reasons to smile every now and then? How do you manage to put on a mask everyday and pretend that things aren't hurting you?!

*toot* yung sagot mo di ata nagwowork eh..parang applicable lang ata un sa iyo. haha XD Peace out dude! But thanks, anyway.


MYIPS bonding tomorrow! Yay! Kita-kits guys and gals!


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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Words are better left unsaid
Sometimes words are better off left unsaid.
Do you ever feel that sometimes you try to say that you're happy, but deep down inside, you're not?


Wrote another poem. I was inspired to write one while "working out" in our mini-gym at home. haha XD It kinda sucks, but who cares? This is MY blog. I'll post whatever I wanna post.

That One Person

There's always that one person
Who makes your life seem complete
Who'll always be right there for you
And help you stand up on your feet.

There's always that one person
Who never fails to brighten your day
Through rain or shine you'll feel alive
As long as he's a heartbeat away.

There's always that one person
Who fills your heart with gladness
Who'll always try to cheer you up
And chase away your sadness.

There's always that one person
Whom you trust so completely
Without him you feel so lost and confused
With tomorrow looking so bleakly.

There's always that one person
Who makes your heart skip a beat
Rhyme and reason cannot explain
Why you're being so discrete.

There's always that one person
Who makes you feel secure
Who'll wrap his arms around you
To comfort and to assure.

There's always that one person
With whom words are left unsaid
The silence seeks to understand
The hopes of a lifelong friend.

There's always that one person
Whose heart will always remain true
I'm most certainly lucky and blessed
To have found that person in you!


*~*

Onga pala. I'm plugging my sister's story blog. Feel free to visit and comment:

http://blissfultale.blogspot.com


*~*

I AM TORN. I've recently found out that Kev's running for JGSOM Leg--his rival is Uana! Oh no! Paano na yan?! I am TORN!!!! I dunno who to vote. =(


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Argh!!!
Yes, I think I messed up my Math LT. I definitely think I BOMBED the test. CRAP!!! I really need to study for the next exam! Thanks, Ryan, for helping me study the circles part for the test (even though I was kinda lost). It did help in some way--I think. :P Thanks again Mr. A-Student! haha

Yep, it's raining alright--more reasons for sadness for me...*sigh*
Moco says that I'm probably depressed when it rains because I have a poetic soul--whatever that means. Okay, I'll admit it. I do get sentimental everytime it rains. It just reminds me of something..I dunno. Basta. Something or someone.

Had GIRL TALK over at Manang's today with Ehmers, KatDiaz, Sophie, and Kei. Jeff (is he a girl?! haha jk), Kamae, Maika, Jo and Ja soon followed. Next week, sama ka Mela ah? haha :D


*~*

Why is it that when you've grown accustomed to chatting with someone then suddenly one day, when you feel like saying something to that person, all of a sudden words don't come out from your mouth? You become speechless and everything you wished to say to that person gets stuck in your throat. Damn. I hate it when that happens. I hate it.

FYI, to the people around me [hem hem], hindi po ako in love kay Celadon guy. Sure, he has the looks and all that (and he knows my name but I don't know his), but then I dunno. I just don't feel the chemistry. ahahaha :P Pero seriously, when I saw him I may have been infatuated with his looks, but he's nothing compared to..er..the guy of my dreams. haha labo. basta ganun. So I repeat, I'M NOT IN LOVE WITH CELADON GUY! (there's someone else..haha joke! pero seriously, wala talaga--I mean, di ko sya crush or anything).



Your dating personality profile:

Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Traditional - Modern culture does not move you. You hold traditional values dear to your heart.
Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have.
Your date match profile:

Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.
Traditional - You aren't looking for someone who is sexually repressed. You want someone who is adventurous under the covers.
Romantic - You need someone with a traditional understanding of romance. A true romantic is a must-have in any potential date.
Your Top Ten Traits

1. Big-Hearted
2. Traditional
3. Romantic
4. Liberal
5. Athletic
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Religious
8. Adventurous
9. Shy
10. Stylish
Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Big-Hearted
2. Traditional
3. Romantic
4. Practical
5. Religious
6. Conservative
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Adventurous
9. Athletic
10. Outgoing

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Let the Rain Fall Even When There's None
Haiz..yes, I was in a MAJOR depressed mood earlier today. It's probably because of my Fil11 LT (I wasn't totally confident with how I studied it). I was depressed. As in REALLY depressed. Probably it was because of my PMS na rin. haha (Jon says it is :D). I guess my spirits were uplifted during ES lec.

Thanks so much ES buddies! Did I really look bummed out this morning during lab??? haha Anyway, thanks Ian, Nix, Jeff, Jon, Krissa, Kev, Jolo, Rob, Cholo and everyone else.

Thanks to Ian for his pep talks, his philosophies on happiness and depression and his "concern" for me.
haha thanks dude! Dunno what to do kung wala mga theory mo na yan. haha You have a point. I shouldn't be depressed over nothing.

Thanks to Nix for being the most makulit guy in the whole world. Thanks for making your SABAW mode semi-infectious. Thanks, Charlie! *sigh* How do you do IT anyway?? (You know..IT.) Btw, you still owe me one concert ticket. ahahaha :P

Thanks na rin to blockie soulmate Krissa! Thanks for sharing my pain with the Fil11 thing and for sharing na rin my sabog-ness during Lab. ahahaha :D

This is what happens when I'm semi-depressed. Lumalabas ang pagcoconyo ko. haha:D

*~*

Oh, and yeah. I cut PE today. I have PMS right? Ayokong matagusan. haha :D Margie!!! Give me back my belt! haha

And Fil11 LT? Ehrm..dunno. I was like a total zombie throughout the test. Ewan. Come what may. May God have mercy on me.


A novel was written on Tuesday, July 19, 2005 at 08:30 pm
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PMS-ing
Crap. I just had my monthly visitor yesterday. PMS. Argh. No wonder i've been overly emotional for the past few days (First Friend, diba? haha thanks! *hugz*). It's also no wonder that I've been feeling sabaw and crappy for the past few days--all because of stupid PMS. I have taekwondo today. I dunno what will happen. Pray for me that sana hindi ako matagusan. Crap. I'm also having my Fil11 LT today. I studied but...dot dot dot. :D May God have mercy on my soul and help me with the test.

Had a major emotional discussion with FF. Ayan. Di na kita ineexclude sa buhay ko ha? And thanks so much for listening and giving advice from a guy point of view. Thanks! *hugz* If only I could read guys' minds, that'd be swell. Oh well, FF nandyan ka naman eh. haha :D

Oh yeah. After my SABAW entry yesterday, I got into another crappy mood again. I guess it was because of *toot*--I didn't really understand him and all that. After my "talk" with FF, I "talked" to him and cleared things up with him. (Cholo, hindi po kami LQ) Major misunderstanding lang talaga (ata :D), not to mention PMS-ing pa ako. haha Who can blame a girl for getting overly emotional with PMS?! haha

ES today! Wheee....
Lab starts at 10:15 instead of 9:30. Double Wheee....
Cholo, o ayan. Nagbasa na ako ng topics for today (biodiversity ba? haha).


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Monday, July 18, 2005

Girl Talk
Sabaw pa rin ako.

Today was a pretty decent day. Disregard the fact that the weather was pretty undecisive, things were peachy. :D Had a FUN FUN FUN bonding session with the gals (MM, Maika, Kamae, Kei, Kat, Soppy) over at Manang's. We should do this more often!;) Too bad the guys had to crash our little party. haha :P

Sheesh. Sabaw mode talaga ako ngayon. Why do I feel so hap-hap-happy? ahahaha

Attended my Celadon class today. I made an amazing 'discovery'. So THAT'S where all the cute guys in AdMU have been hiding. haha kidding...but seriously, I was lucky enough to have cute guys in my org. ahahaha:D Inspiration, perhaps? ehehehe There was this one guy who actually stood out. He was kinda cute--tall, defined eyebrows, nice smile--and he knew my name! haha I kinda forgot what his name was. All I know is that he's a sophomore. haha :D I just realized something...he kinda reminds me of *toot* but in a sort of twisted way. haha :D Fine fine, *toot* mas gwapo ka na nga. haha joke!


Oh, and yeah. My mom was featured in Rated K yesterday. Wala lang.

ES tomorrow! Yay! It's the only subject I look forward to attending. The rest are all blahs to me. *sigh* Wonder what my NatSci would be for next sem? Sana fun. Hope I get to be with my ES buddies again. ahahahaha


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