Started noon with a Commonwealth-Fairview joyride adventure with MM and company. It's been a long, long time since I last passed by Fairview/Commonwealth. Thank you Uana for showing us that UP is but a short distance away from Ever Gotesco (ano ulit sabi ni Charles about Ever?). hahaha Idol kita Uanababes! :P

Had our block Christmas party at Uana's today. It was super fun. Thank you blockmates for all the gifts, the hugs, the love, and the support. You guys rock! Aylabsyu all. Even though you guys don't really know what I'm going through, you helped uplift my spirits and made me feel Christmassy in some sort of twisted way. :D Magic Sing does wonders to lift your spirits. We spent the whole afternoon eating and singing (haha parang beerhouse daw sabi ni Bobby) to novelty and classic songs (Raymond, "As Long As You Love Me" was dedicated to you from me...haha BSB!!!)  Oh, and Charles and I scored a 100 points whilst "Magic Sing-ing" to "Crazy For You." Charles, we RAWKED. We're the champions of "Magic Sing"! Labo...

I had this chat with two of my good friends this morning (right after my blogging spree at the complab). They made me realize so many things, and opened my eyes to the sad reality that sometimes though friends may not necessarily be tactful enough and can unintentionally hurt you, I still have to accept them for who they are because they are my friends and I love them (not to mention that I'm a "martyr" but I hate being one :c). I know that during our conversations words like "backstab", "tactless", "deceived", "hurt", and the like kept coming out from your mouths to console me and point out that it's not my fault that I feel like a huge knife had been plunged into my chest. It just hurts knowing that I'm a poor judge of character. So much for my goal to try to be more trustworthy to people...

Tama na ang drama.
Kailangan ko ng Christmas spirit.
Btw, I passed my Math LT. Yay!
Celebrate with me! :P

I made that promise to you long ago
That no matter what happens, I'll always be there for you
THIS is a "no matter what happens" scenario
I just want you to know that I still trust and love you
You're still worth the friendship we shared
And nothing could ever change that
Nothing...even when I'm falling into pieces.

Block party at Uana's later on. Currently in the Rizal Comp Lab whilst waiting for the rest of my blockies while they still have classes. After this, we're going to Uana's. Weee... ^u^  I am BORED. What'll I do for two weeks???

Dear Santa, please spice up my Christmas holiday and give me a good surprise.  I have been a really really really good girl this year! Please and thank you!

Dear Baby,

I have something for you. Hope to see you later!

Love,
Mommy

I wish to ask of you just one thing
To care of his heart, that would mean everything
You see he has this fragile heart
He's been crashed and burned from the very start.

Dear friend, you hold someone most dear
(A dear bestest friend, just to make things clear)
Love him forever, and hold him close
Treasure him forever, like the thing you loved the most.

Take good care of his heart, that is all I ask
Though there may be ups and downs, it's a bearable task.
I am deathly afraid of his heart breaking into pieces
Promise me that you'll shower him with hugs and kisses.

Dear friend, you see, he is special to me
And it would mean the world to me if you could fill his heart with glee
Don't let him wander alone in a path filled with darkness
Don't lead him astray or fill his heart with sadness.

When he's sad put a smile on his face
When he's lonely, please do give him an embrace
When he's sick, give him something yummy to eat
When he's all hyper, be hyper--go with the beat.

Just promise me that you'll love him forever
And that you would leave him never.
This is all I ask, a simple request to a friend
I'm wishing you guys the best, until the very end.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't hurt.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel misled.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't love you.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't care.
But sometimes I have to lie to myself
And pretend that everything's okay
Because it's the only way I know
To stop myself from hurting.

Will things ever change between us?
My biggest fear is that it will
I don't want things between us to change--ever
I hope that we'll still be the best of friends.

I think I screwed my Calc test.
Merry Christmas to me--sarcasm intended.
Bah Humbug.

Oh, and I saw April today. Hi April! Musta na French mo? :P

Ingga and I were leaving the dela Costa meeting room after English class, when suddenly, our English professor (whom we haven't seen for two months and is now back--welcome back Ma'am!) tells both of us that we looked like we gained weight. Ingga and I spent the rest of the time whilst going Lit class lookin at our reflections and asking people (well, that was Ingga :P) whether we were fat or not. haha XD

Bad chocolate, bad.
Good chocolate, good. ^u^
Ohwell Schmell.

In the words of Ingga's sister, we're not fat--we're pleasantly plump (voluptous kuno). hahaha XD Gotta shed off those extra calories over the Christmas break (harhar...as if that's gonna happen..Pero seriously, tumaba ba kami? hahaha XD VAIN tayo twinnie, considering di naman tayo girly-girl :P)

Wala pa rin nangyari sa aming practice kanina. Nagtawanan nalang kami nila Nix, Ryan, Nats at Roniel. Bukas na Math LT at Botany presentation namin. Sana okay naman. Sana maganda resulta ng aking pagsusulit sa Math. Sana maganda ang performance namin sa Botany party. Tutal magaling naman gitarista namin *ahem* at magaling din naman ang mga mang-aawit ng aming grupo *ahem ahem*

The happiest time of my day
Is when I am with you
And the saddest part of my day 
Is when I have to leave you.
-Twisted quote from "Love Actually"

I've got three (?) parties to attend, and I think I'm supposed to choose only one. It's a difficult decision to make because I'm only one person, and it's very difficult to choose between friends.

A. MYIPS
Who: AL, Nix, MM, Denis, Bea Pob, Ingga, Charles, Martee, Mark, Kram, Bett, Steph, Gelo, Ren

B. Block R3
Who: AL, MM, Denis, Uana, Charles, Ian, KatD, KatCo, Nigui, Jaq, Ryan, Kar, Sophie, Nats, Guido, Jon, Jo, Ja, Gen, Tommy, Lysch, Mong, Kamae, Maika, Von, Kei, Re-An, Jeff

C. 4-Solidarity
Who: AL, Ino, Ady, Jacky, Jelai, Sar, Caroline, Cam, Tin, Joy, Shara, Moco, Cots, Cuki, Yvette, KimHaw, King, Paw, Daph, KimLim (nasa Canada :S), Monima, Mary, Mich, Carla, Joana, Rena, Char, Patsee, Sioco, Angel, Clauds, Eda, Cesca, Nadia, Jen, Nixie, Tsai, KatYam, Raqz, Jill

What now? Study for Calculus first and finalize my annotated bibliography--that's what. hahaha XD

Though I may be aware of what's going on
I'm denying everything that's not yet proven
For I am afraid to assume
And make an ASS out of U and ME.

Yep, my life is boring. Someone spice it up. haha :P
I don't want to spend the rest of my life studying Calculus and doing my annotated bibliography.
Oh, and I have 16,000++ blog visitors already.

Panalo Quotes:
"I don't deserve a guy who can't look at me straight in the eye and tell me that he loves me." - Nash, my favorite emo friend. Good luck to ya!

"Ilang butas meron sa skyflakes?" -Duo, my bored ES/Botany AHS classmate

He was everything to her
And nothing could ever change that
But was she everything to him
Or was she simply nothing at all?

I had a severe splitting headache during Calculus class. I almost fell asleep, too! What is up with me? I wanted to cut Calc class, but then I decided not to. Come to think of it, it was during Professor Jaime Quejada's 3-hour Pilosopo 101 "class" when I started to get dizzy. Maybe it was because at that time the weather was acting all crazy--sunshine one minute, rainy the next minute (or maybe because I was exposed to too much "Tao" jokes Nix and Ryan had--haha :P *hugz*). It was certainly a very unproductive Pilosopo "class", but at least we got to laugh our heads off with topics ranging from homosexuality, maids-a-milking, conyo-tism, plans for a trip to Enchanted Kingdom or HK with 21,000 php, and the like. Tambay ulit tayo sa Monday! hahaha XD Just hope that I don't get dizzy so that "game" ako sa pakiki-ride sa mga hirit niyo. Yuck, so conyotic. hahaha :P

After Math class, Charles and I went to Matteo to xerox stuff for the Long Test on Tuesday. We are sooo dead. I need help--badly. Mong tells me that maybe I feel dizzy during Math class because I'm letting Calculus intimidate me. He has a point. But then again, maybe it's the SEC-A atmosphere that makes it "un-conducive" for learning.

Left Katipunan afterwards with Von. Saw Yam on the way to Ligaya. And now I'm at home, and still sorta dizzy. I need to finish my annotated bibliography and study for Math. Yech.

Oh, and my mother's coming home from Thailand. Weee!!!
And Christmas is already next week!

Christmas Wishlist
money (from parents) * poem (from my lil bro who promised to make me one) * surprise (from my sister who wouldn't say what she was giving me) * peace on earth * jacket/sweater (the only piece of accessory/clothing that I don't mind receiving-- shirts. pants, slippers, earrings, etc aren't my thing) * infrared device (to upload my phone pix) * Christmas card/letter (I'm not really materialistic. I believe in the saying that "It's the thought that counts") * Love, Happiness, and Trust * I ran out of stuff to wish for...I can't think of any! hahaha :P

Basta, it's the thought that counts. You can say that I'm more of a thought person than a materialistic one :D *wink wink*

I LOVE YOU
Yes, I'm talking to YOU
Who did you think I was talking to?
In my eyes, all I see is YOU, nobody but YOU
So why can't you see that?

Just finished with modern Jazz. You cannot believe th humiliation I felt upon realizing that my PE shirt had a hole in one of the side stitches. OMG. Why'd there have to be a hole in the side of my shirt??? To make matters worse, our PE teacher kept on asking us to raise our arms in the air. I got so conscious with the hole in my shirt that I wasn't able to dance and stretch properly. Damn.

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I really don't like it when people gossip or assume things about me--which is why I try not to gossip or assume things when it comes to other people's business. Apart from getting mortified upon hearing these assumptions, I turn red all over. It sucks when that happens. haha XD Ohwell Schmell.

I've got a math HW that I'm supposed to finish by tomorrow but I don't know what to do. Rar.

P.S. Nix, too bad we didn't get to really use your guitar unlike last Tuesday...Ohwell Schmell.

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cos I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
(And I just want you to know that)